punkwalrus (punkwalrus) wrote,

Another view of sucking


Guo_Si> Hey, you know what sucks?
TheXPhial> vaccuums
Guo_Si> Hey, you know what sucks in a metaphorical sense?
TheXPhial> black holes
Guo_Si> Hey, you know what just isn't cool?
TheXPhial> lava?

Know what also sucks? Apart from my blogs, and coding at work, my writing had come to a dead stop. I think it's all the stress in my life. I know I am supposed to be writing, but I just can't.

I am not sure why. I have tried several times, but my writing comes out flat. Part of my main Tony Bumper story just reminds me of better times, and I don't want to look at it because I am hurting really badly. This year has totally sucked, almost as bad as the end of 2001 (9/11, cat died, Christine broke both her ankles, CR had to have foot surgery, I got double-lung pneumonia... and a lot of other stuff I don't want to remember). So far, two relatives and a friend have died, work has gone sour, and I don't want to list everything because I'll just cry. I think blogs have kept me writing, but not the kind of writing I need to be doing.


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