Sadly, it's called responsibility. Blecch.
Yeah, there were a lot of politics this year. I stayed out of most of them, but I did keep my ear to the gossip. People, people, people... we work, for free, for a convention that shows Japanese cartoons. I mean, wow. Without listing people who need to get over themselves (because that would quite definitely NOT be staying out of politics), I want to tell you why I volunteer for any convention.
I love the fans! So sue me. Yeah, there are a few smelly, unwashed, geeky fen with no sense of humor and dim as a fencepost, but you NOTICE THEM because they STAND OUT. A overwhelming vast majority of fandom are cool and wonderful people, many of whom I am humbled and grateful who call me a friend. I love fandom. Love love love them.
To the gaggle of teenage girls with glasses, high on sugar who dress up, read manga, and carry yaoi paddles, I work the con for YOU.
To the lone guy, who had a bad childhood by finds solace in the imagery and stories of anime, I work the con for YOU.
To the new wave of African American fandom that anime brought, and DAMN, I was missing you in sci-fi fandom for all these years (I even used to have panels about it), I work the con for YOU.
To the artists who made it good by setting up a table and practicing and practicing for many years, copying other artists until they found their own unique style and honing their craft until people know their work by name as a noun ("That's a Mandolia if I ever saw one..."), I work the con for YOU.
To the college geek who brings the laptop, plays techno, and rocks to their own beat with best buds from the computer-slash-anime club, I work the con for YOU.
To the fen who took up the ancient form of making their own clothes just to become cosplayers, winning awards for elaborate costumes and stage productions, I work the con for YOU.
To the under appreciated con volunteers, who put up with complicated and unenforced rules, yet do this every anime con they can for some free food, board, and a tee-shirt, I work the con for YOU.
To the Korean girl, who is misunderstood and partially disowned by her stodgy parents because she listens to J-Pop, eats Pocky, and dresses like Digi Charat every year for Halloween, I work the con for YOU.
To the awkward guy who takes photos of cosplayers, setting up his own website, gaining deserved fame despite his desperate shyness, I work the con for YOU.
To the video gamers with callused thumbs from guitar controllers and powerful legs from years of DDR hopping, I work the con for YOU.
To the fen with the cat ears and the Totoro backpacks who work the merchant tables for extra cash, watch the newest and cutting edge stuff from Japan, and hang out with their pals in hotel party rooms, I work the con for YOU.
To the pervert who wears a furry suit to hide his erection as he stalks underage fen wearing skimpy outfits by the escalators, I ... well, actually, you guys can go to hell.
But the point is, the conventions to me have always been about the anime fandom. Always. In customer service, if you want your business to survive, you focus on the customer. I have found over the years that if a convention focuses on the fandom as a whole, while they will make some misses, the con will always survive. I have seen many cons who have the event for guests and the concom "elite" crowd, and shut themselves off from the rest of the fandom, looking at them only as donors for their lavish parties. They are all dead. Dead dead dead, and good riddance. But the cons that do it for the fans, who care about their needs, try and wrap all events not as a consideration for the them, but an HOMAGE to fandom, will live on as legacies in their own right. Katsucon, despite all its faults, is this kind of con. I know, I see it from the inside. As a KEI board member, I never hear about how annoying fandom is, or latch onto a 1-in-100 stereotype and apply it to everyone. We ALL started as fans. And while some of us get far too serious about our job at the convention to the point of screaming and yelling, growling and brooding, or just plain shutting down, these are personal faults that expose some of our inner demons. And we all have inner demons. Mine smell like burnt cookies. And there will always be hurt feelings, disillusionment, and politics, that's the human race. But we are all part of the fandom family.
Forgive us our daily sins, as we know not what we are doing; otherwise we wouldn't run these damn things, just attend them. That is FAR more sane an option.